JPG

I am afraid to think that you wouldn’t be next to me to protect me. Protect me to be good and bad, nasty and gentle, handsome and ugly, absurd or ordinary, half crazy, half sane… yours and nobody’s. Be alone for me. Forget me every moment that we are away, so you can be with me when we are together. I breathe with your body so I don’t get crazy with desire. Be whoever you haven’t been before. I am in you. I am your very essence so don’t be afraid to be as I haven’t seen you. I am your skin, your breath, your expression. I live inside you and I dream your thoughts. Let go of me as the snake lets go of its old skin. Look at me. Love me. See my love crystal clear as a diamond rock without the flaws of memories or the visions of our future. Protect me. Think of me with your hands and lips. Force me to be different. Force me to be the same. Force me for everything and anything. I want you. I want you to the last curve and fibre of your body, to the last word and idea in your head, to the last feeling and wish in your soul. I will love you everywhere, any time, despite everything and everyone, despite me or you. I am gigantic hard drive with millions of terabytes of memory. I can record the whole world, to swallow the whole universe, every desire and thought, as long as you are in front of the keyboard typing them in on a language only known by us. Don’t let me live in a fake world. Reality is only yours. You are my very reality. Give in to me…